Hope for drug addiction: 5 short exercises for hope
Are you short on hope? Here, Paul lets you in on a few secrets that have helped him. If you’re still looking for some recovery tips for addicts, or are looking to relate (in general), we invite your feedback and comments at the end. In fact, we will try to respond to all comments personally and promptly!
For years, I was hopeless
I can vividly remember a time in my life that I believed I could not live without drugs and alcohol. My entire life revolved around getting high and drunk and staying in a fog fueled by whiskey and cocaine. Since I was a very young man – probably around 12 or 13 – I was high on something. Drugs and alcohol gave me a sense of belonging. Drugs gave me comfort and confidence.
My routine was much like the routine of any other addict: wake up, score my next fix, take several pulls off the brown bottle and spend the rest of my day finding ways to stay in the fog. I was scared to face life and scared to face myself. I could not leave the house without something in my system.
For years my friends, loved ones and employers would tell me that I needed help and needed to stop chasing the dragon. I would laugh them off; say that I had things under control and that my using wasn’t really causing that many problems. Inside I was terrified at the prospect of getting clean. Who would I be? Would I like myself? Would others like me? How would I cope with life? How would I spend my time? These were the kinds of questions which ran laps in my mind.
Deciding to do something different
I finally came to the decision that I had to do something differently. I had been jailed, hospitalized and nearly lost my life more times than I would like to admit. Nothing scared me more than the idea of getting clean but I did it – and so can you.
Many of the ideas for bringing hope into your life are taken from my book, Chopping Wood and Carrying Water: One Day at a Time. These are not terribly complicated ideas. Most good ideas are simple but require work. Keep in mind that I use these concepts in my own life – and so countless other individuals – and they will really work for you if given a fair trial. I hope these ideas inspire you to do something differently, just for today. What do you have to lose? Let’s get busy then.
1. Change your thought (what are you feeding on?)
What you habitually think about eventually manifests in your life. If you are constantly thinking negative and self-defeating thoughts, you can only have a negative and hopeless state of mind. It cannot be any other way.
Think of your diet: if you gorge on pizza, soft drinks and candy bars all day, how do you feel? If you are anything like me, you will feel terrible. If you were to change your diet and ate only fresh produce, healthy lean meats and drank plenty of water how would you feel? My guess is that you would feel much better. I know I do when I eat a balanced diet.
Now consider your thoughts: what are you feeding on? Guilt? Shame? FEAR? Worry? If your thought-diet consists of guilt, shame, fear and worry, you likely feel emotionally drained, depressed and hopeless. I would challenge you (whether you are newly sober, thinking of getting sober, or already sober) to change your though diet just for today.
- Think positive thoughts.
- Think of what you have to gain by getting clean and sober.
- Think of the possibilities.
- Think of how much better life will be.
Whenever a negative thought pops into your mind, deprive it of life by replacing it with something positive. Does this sound a little corny or too simple to work? It might. I can assure you it WORKS. Try it today.
2. Get moving
A body in motion tends to stay in motion and a body at rest tends to stay at rest. If you are sitting home alone and are stuck between your ears (my term for obsessive thinking) you are behind enemy lines. Remember the famous slogan nothing changes if nothing changes? It is true. I do not care what you do, just do not sit around and think. The more you think, the more you think. Got it?
Instead, get up and go for a walk. Go to a 12-step meeting or meet with other recovering folks. Find someone who has what you want (sobriety) and ask them how they did it. Take a shower. Clean your room or home. Make a call to a 12-step hotline. Attend an online meeting or join a recovering chat-room. If you are reading this, you are already doing something different and positive for your life – you have not found this site by accident! Keep reading. Take notes. Make use of all the resources that you can. JUST DO SOMETHING DIFFERENTLY.
3. Make a list and check it twice
The bread and butter of my own program of recovery are the 12-steps and the Serenity Prayer. Try this simple exercise for starters: Take a sheet of paper and fold it lengthwise. On one side, clearly write THINGS I CAN CHANGE. On the other side, write THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE. Take some time and write an exhaustive list of the things you CAN and CANNOT change. After you are satisfied with your list, take one thing you can change and write it down on a separate sheet of paper. Keep reading. It will get better, I promise.
4. The #1 thing you have decided to change
Underneath the thing you can change, I would now ask you to write down the steps you will need to take in order to make this change a reality. What will you need to do in order to begin the process of changing this thing? What is the cost of not changing? Are you willing to make the changes necessary? Just because you can change something does not mean you are willing. Willingness is the key to this simple exercise. If you are reading this, my bet is that you are willing. Taking action on this change takes you from the victim role into a role of taking ownership of your life and your future. Get moving. All you must do is begin. I did it, so can you.
5. Accept the rest
Reflect back on the list of the THINGS YOU CANNOT CHANGE. If I was still a gambling man, I would bet that much of your pain and despair is fed by worrying and over analyzing the THINGS YOU CANNOT CHANGE. I know that in my life prior to entering recovery this was certainly the case. The crux of reflecting on the THINGS YOU CANNOT CHANGE is to move towards an attitude of acceptance. You cannot change other people. You cannot change how they think or behave. You cannot change how others think of you – besides, what others think of you is none of your business! If you are struggling to accept the things you cannot change, try saying the Serenity Prayer. Write it down and carry it with you if you do not already know it. Say it again and again, out loud or to yourself. Begin to pray for acceptance of the things you cannot change. It sounds too easy to actually work, but it does. Try it now.
GOD, GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE; COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN; AND WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. AMEN.
Above all else, please remember this: If you are unhappy with anything in your life, DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT. Just begin.
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